Drew Barrymore says that her life was an "illusion". The actress admits, in a dream world to live in a "flower child" and everything is so "carefree" and "beautiful" is. She said: "In my Heart, I'm still a little flower child. A little girl that loves life and the earth as a place of happiness wishes. I know it is an illusion, but to me it was possible to create a happier world for me and my friends to create. "Compared with the" OK "magazine said the Hollywood star also:" I've never known how I I am in a relationship should feel or behave. Through my childhood I never know what it means to be a happy family life or a happy relationship with lead. "